something about this week that causes something deep within me to stir.  something that confuses me.  an emotion that i wish to deny access to my heart.  But can i stop such a thing? i fear i may not be able to.  Now granted, it is not a bad emotion.  just a surprising one.  how things have changed in a year.  do i kill all my expectations of what i thought i desired? or i do let them lay and let the Lord sort them thru in me.  i believe it may be a balance of both.

Lord help me.

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